“Ask all the people of the land and the priests, ‘When you fasted and mourned in the fifth and seventh months for the past seventy years, was it really for me that you fasted?” Zechariah 7:5 NIV
Alright, quick hand vote: who has trouble praying? Oh, you’re in public? OK, well, uh, raise your left eyebrow then. (And if you did that, please post a link to the selfie in the comments, because that would be hilarious and we all need that today.) But seriously. Prayer can be challenging. It can feel routine, ritualistic, even empty, if you’re at an intersection waiting to hear from God whether one of these routes is the turn-off He has in store for you.
So what’s a gal/guy to do? You know better than to pick the path on your own and the bus stop put up to sell advertising has been nice, but your butt’s fallen asleep and it’s starting to rain. Ooo, maybe that’s God in the Audi coming to pick me up!
Image courtesy Note to Fred.
Hmm, probably wasn’t God.
Throughout the bible, we see stories of God interacting with us to change the course of our collective stories. Not incidentally, we also see as many times when people, individually or collectively, are trying to get God’s attention. Each time, it’s an example of how stubbornly toddler-like we are our whole lives and how gracious a Father He is. Re-read the verse. We’re all like, “God, we’re doing what you said,” and God just calmly responds with a soft tone but a piercing question. I don’t know about you, but I can feel the gentleness in the question reading it as our loving Father intended while I can also hear the sarcasm I sincerely hope Zechariah delivered with the message.
If you find yourself at that bus stop today; if you find direction from God elusive; if God doesn’t seem to be responding to your prayers: I would encourage you to examine your motives. Are you seeking God’s will? Or are you seeking God’s approval for your choice? Are you asking God multiple choice questions while He’s trying to paint a picture with your story? Are you maybe missing the opportunity to do God’s work right there, at the bus stop, because you’re too busy trying to peek around the corner to see what’s next for you?
God, thank You for Your patience. Thank You for giving us another another chance. God, help us to see our actions as you see them. Help us to seek Your will in our lives and Your work in this world. If we’re at the bus stop because we don’t see what you see, open our eyes Lord. If we’re waiting because we’ve heard from You but struggled with Your instruction, then make us willing to be willing Father.
If you’re waiting today, I hope this helps:
I can’t locate the original image source, but here’s where I have it stored on Pinterest.
P.S. This note as written with someone very important in mind, whom I know has struggled with, and conquered, this challenge. Happy Birthday!